NOT! Now that I got your attention ;-)
I FEEL like I AM pregnant... You know when people keep asking the mom to be; have you had the baby yet? when is the baby due? Lately so many ask... is he home yet? when is he coming home? do you know the day he's coming home? Well, just so you know... I REALLY DO NOT KNOW when he is coming home. He could be home tomorrow or the end of February... We are hoping for mid Feb. however that could always change.
The other thing that reminds me of a pregnancy is: I feel like I am nesting... preparing emotionally and physically for Jay's homecoming. Trying to get the house clean and get Jay's clothes washed. I have not slept all week. My hours of sleep have been 10pm to 3am. I am not wanting to go anywhere... I'm sure there is some kind of physiological reason behind all this. I feel like I'm in a waiting period and I cannot do anything else. Just WAIT... I felt this same way right before Seattle and before Jay's leave in July.
A few months ago I was so emotional about this change, now I am nervous. I ask myself... Do I dare get excited? it seems like a dream. deep sigh...
Pray for both Jay and I that we get peaceful rest, in Jesus name!
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